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[8/19/07 - 4:53 pm] |
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I just don't feel the bliss with the rain. Probably since I never had that experience playing under a hard weather when I was little.
YOU! HEEEEEELPPP :)
I NEED to know, when's the next UP Fine Arts Talent Determination Test (TDT) going to be held? I also need important infos about it. Any facts would be much appreciated :D Thank you!
Guuuys, Feliz? Miranda? Raffy? Haha I need need help :DDD
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| Forever |
[8/17/07 - 5:01 pm] |
Zoology killed me real demmit. I must be paying much of my slothful times in Biology during HS.
Nakakainis.
Nakakainis talaga.
I woke up not so good this morning.
And count the rain that was pouring hard.
I knew at once that this isn't going to be my day.
And to my dismay, it really was.
Goodness. How can so much ego be in our relationship?
Sabi na nga ba, pride ang sisira sa atin.
I'm hoping that we're still both in this.
At kahit nasabi ko un kanina,
I'm still keeping my promise. Forever
This may sound unfair. But I need this. Kahit alam kong di mo maiintindihan
Fuck
Whatever. Seriously, I don't know how LJ keeps me blabbering all the lousy things that's going on for me.
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| Unwind |
[7/29/07 - 3:22 pm] |
Thanks Eji. Hate emo. Love the shot. Hehe.
Gotta be hittin my neuro notes now. The real GREY matter. Haaha. Aah, stress. Thank you, STC.
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| Boom |
[7/19/07 - 5:34 pm] |
I think I've concealed this phrase enough:
TANGINA NIYO MGA GAGO.
I am shrouded by petty people.
By people who are vain on a very very odd sense.
Count that pink kit bigger than their notebooks.
It's ridiculous.
But that's all under my conscious level of contempt.
Sino ba naman ako? At ano nga ba namang pakialam ko?
And for that, I would want to spend my next days as a loner.
Inside the library.
Perhaps to spare myself... And as well as to spare them with all the egoistic thoughts that has been wildly wandering inside my head.
I feel so much indifferent.
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| spare the little one |
[7/8/07 - 8:10 pm] |
Once in a while, when it's good
It'll feel like it should
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing
Till you cry when you're driving away in the dark
Singing
STOP this train
I want to get off
And go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
Cause now I see I'll never stop this train
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| You won your publicity baby |
[6/6/07 - 11:22 am] |
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Yahoo woke me up with these celeb mug shots of Paris.
"I don't care what they write about me in the Press as long as they spell my name right." -Hilton
In 23 days or if not earlier she'll be out of jail. And by that time, she's still a millionaire. She will be famous more than ever. She could by the way make even MORE money off her stint behind bars.
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| I hate this entry. |
[6/5/07 - 3:47 pm] |
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I hate you.
And I refuseDESPISE to name you. To call you my living shit.
You're heartless, pathetic. You're the reason of every morose commotion between our parents and in this family.
What's more obnoxious is that we are actually linked. Biologically affiliated. And even with that partial sense of connectedness makes me really sick.
VERY few people would understand WHY.
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| Barbie dolls exposed |
[6/3/07 - 8:58 pm] |
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I agree that beauty pageants do persecute the view over femininity and that it simply casts down the decency of women in a way or another. I also that think it basially desolates accustomed beliefs and even opposes some Catholic teachings. It causes cultural tensions.
Statistically, beauty queens that have been crowned the past years did not have a composed family life. They were instead detained to unhappy and open marriages. Beauty queens were married to princes, filthy rich politicians, inheritors, or to some big and affluent people. And what, divorce after a couple of years? I mean what's about beauty, fame and glamour when you're unhappy? LOL.
I'm not having a debut. Why? Probably because my Mom and Dad would usually say that I don't need one. He would always convince me that debuts, Sagalas and the likes were plainly purposed to expose women and broadcast that they are gorgeous, and available. :p Hey, I'm not saying that debuts are for imprudent people. I think it's actually sweet to have one. Pero wala ako magagawa. I grew up with two beeery realistic parents. Hehe, love you both. :)
Plus what the heck, after all, it's a sure waste of money :D
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| It's an epidemic |
[5/30/07 - 5:20 pm] |
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Leave a comment here and I'll
1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with a song / movie.
3. Tell a random fact about you.
4. Tell a first memory about you.
5. Associate you with an animal / fruit.
6. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7. In return, you must spread this disease post this in your own LJ/ blog.
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| Bleh |
[5/23/07 - 2:52 pm] |
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And though they say I'd benefit nothing in financial from social work and stuffs alike, someday they will see, Em going to be part of any org under UN and or probably UNICEF. YAAY! :DDD
I refuse to watch Shrek 3 with Joc. Eventhough he says he is family :p Ulul, BEH.
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| Consciously random |
[5/20/07 - 8:14 pm] |
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Love apple juice? Try this! :D For 5 minutes, steep 4-5 tea bags (peppermint!:9) in 2 cups of boiling water. Remove the bags and add 2 cold cups of water. Add this up to your apple juice and OLA :DDD
I'm painting my room WHIIIIIIIIIIIITE tomorrow :DDD HAHAHAHHAHA. I'm f-ing excited to mess up my crib.
Last Wednesday I took the Psychological Test UST was requiring every scholarship applicant to take. Twas, as usual, a test wherein you were demanded to be authentic with each question. But for a second thought, it bounds you to place a right-minded answer in every case. I wonder how they'd rate mine. Sabi nung facilitator, be extra careful daw kasi erasures could probably mean uncertainty to the answers. Funny kasi I happened to have crossed out one answer from a question I swear never intended to mark YES. Parang ganito yun e, "Are you presently experiencing a gender identity crisis?". Hmm, minsan naiisip ko, gusto ko maging lalaki, pero babae ako, BABAE. Sigurado ako. Takte :p
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| Who isn't broke anyway? |
[5/18/07 - 9:39 pm] |
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I've been thinking of...
1. crafting JT♥ and other photo murals from assorted tiles
2. making the walls of my room a large canvas for my graffiti painting (sketches of black swirls, or perhaps a stylish urban motif, eh?)
3. buying sophisticated lamp shades and or a RED hot lava lamp!
 Parang ganito! Shit, LOVE.
4. buying techie spotlights for my collectibles
5. heaping old car plates...? Wut
6. buying plastic? storage boxes for my junk
7. buying small tables?
8. buying new hippie ample speakers
9. making my room an artsy photo museum. LOL.
10. MORE.
But I'm all out godamnbroke. And would rather use my savings for schoolfuture-use more than anything else I could possibly desire, or could even think of.
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| Tooodah |
[5/12/07 - 2:13 pm] |
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Is it really worth to invest emotionally?
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| In guilt |
[5/7/07 - 4:34 pm] |
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Excessive attraction, when forcibly nullified, can be fatal. Yea.
I like his goddamn sexy hair and his shrewdness to seclude himself from the crowd while he stares at this abyss only him can see. I WAS attracted to him for a day or two. Don't force me to like him more because of your bitter ignorance. For once I have blamed myself for this nuisance, but it seems like your pushing me to worsen it.
Urgh. Mali. Fine, I'm guilty of not giving you the attention I gave him that night. And still guilty for reasons I don't wanna utter anymore. Twas plainly my fault. Screw that picture. I'm sorry. I love you.
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| Happy Birthdaaaaay to yoou! |
[5/6/07 - 11:31 pm] |
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Ok, so I'm not that sleepy anymore. I found random pics from Ana's multiply. Twas her eighteenth last May 4 and she was doubtlessly a knockout!
( PICTURES )
Twas a night of fun, drinkin (tequila!!) and a very bit of dancin. Hay, iba pa din kapag IV-2 ang sumayaw. After the party, Daddy and I went on a date at Starbucks :D Yummy Coffee jelly :9
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| I hate diets |
[5/2/07 - 2:18 pm] |
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Saturday
Popoi's 19th Birthday! :D
Ang diet talaga hindi puwede sa summer. Pero para sa two piece, sige.
( FOODLINGS :DD )
Monday
So nooot my day. UST rejected my scholarship since our income did not meet the necessitated cut-off. Initially, that was their decision. They're still going to keep my application though I'm the least on their list. Pero, diba? There are about thousands who are after it and I'm at the very bottom of their list, so I'm really not expecting for anything now. Unless someone wants to "lakad" my petition. LOL. I felt so blanked out after all the dismaying words I heard from the interviewer. I tried to choke off the tears while I was trying to find my way to exit. It almost killed me, literally. I was too groggy to check out the vehicles around the campus.
If we just had enough, then I wouldn't be apprehensive. Not getting that scholarship would mean looking for another school to transfer next sem. Sigh. As of now, I'm trying to convince myself that I am indeed deserving. It's just that others who are in need mooore of that scholarship are worthier than I am.
Tuesday
Today, I learned how to be useful by painting the walls of our office, cooking breakfast, lunch and dinner, washing the clothes, washing the dishes, cleaning the kitchen, etc etccc. since we (or should I say, I) have to start being used with living without the helpers around to depend on. Nakakatawa nagpakasal na yung maid namin... sa nakachat niya sa ym :)) ung isa magttrabaho na daw siya sa isang Japanese agency tsk tsk tsk :p
I am SO lucky to have a brother who knew NOTHING but DOTA and other on-line computer game stuffs. I hate you. And yes, apparently, I can post this without anymore locking my entry. I HATE YOU.
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[4/29/07 - 9:30 pm] |
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Nakuha ko na yung sched ko last week, and hell, my class starts 7am and ends at 5pm :DDDD OH JOOOOY :DDD I have a one hour break for lunch though
Please help me pray na makuha yung scholarship sa UST :) will be filing my application tomorrow.
HAHAHAH konting tiis nalang hahahahah
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